Timetable..?

mua timetable..~ xp

well..gonna set goal 4 my life d..^^

in addition..i was quite bored..

so..went n do tis lame table thingy..xp

hope tat i'll actually follow the schedule..xp

-xiao linn-

30th JULY...!!!!

Spot the difference..xpxp

well..went 4 dentist 2day...

at last..~ put braces dy..hehe..

fun..picking colours 4 the thingy..

but now..even makan roti..

gotta peel into tiny pieces.. =.=..

yesterday..

2aunties say I slimed down..xp

2day...another friend said..

"W.L,wat the heck did u do 2urself..u putus cinta..den putus diet ke...?"

I was like..=.=||..

well..because of my braces..

cabut gigi n stuffs..

I really cut down my diet d..T.T..

really hungry somtimes..but..

lazy go chew WITH PAIN...=.=

the worst part is..

MY SOUL...---FLUTE...!!!T.T..

i've gotta pick up from the beggining..!!

omg..I cant control the tension of my lips..

I cant hit high pitch d..T.T..

damn sad wey..haiz..

nvm..I'll start from the beginning den..~^^

learn basics all over again..

gotta improve much more..

b4 I take off the braces..

after another 2 years..^^

till den...~

wish me luck...!!^^

-xiao linn-

another ordinary day..~

well..had bio test 2day..
questions r showed using projector nia..
teacher'll scroll down when she think we answered..=.=..
so..its kinda unfair..i think..T.T..

but..take it in another way..
tis way can test our real understanding towards the chap..
by our answering speed..
our confidence is revealed..~ xp

so..marks pun dah get..
waiting + hoping tat teacher'll discuss the answers..
I wanna tambah marks...!! xp..

2mr..moral n english test..
think i can handle it barhx..^^..
praying hard..^^

n the most fun part of 2mr is...
I AM PUTTING MY BRACES ON..!!!!
dun b frightened when I upload my NEW LOOK punya pics o..xp

-xiao linn-

Tuesday..~ 29th

Any idea what the pic is..?xp

revising bio a..~

having test 2mr...

CELL DIVISION!! hahaz..

cute pic rite..?xp

as for the nutrition part pula..

pray 4 me..dono how teacher wanna test us..T.T...

-study study study!!-

all the best..

may God bless me..

hahaz..xp

EXAMS...!!!~

Accounts...!!~ T.T..

accounts test 2mr..!!

and I still don't know anything bout it..

well..dint go 4 tuition..

dint pay attention in class..

lets' c wat'll b my result tis time..=.=..

desperately need help...~! T.T..

-GAMBATTE..! wei lin..-

-xiao linn-

Hahaz..wat to do..

Dah jadi perasan recently..

Guess my "emo" theme 4 cam-whore..

Changed jor..xp..

Gonna continue my smile...~ ^.^

26th July 09 (sunday)

~EXHAUSTED~

my mood is much better now..

well..i guess i'd put things down..

my weekend was really fully occupied..

sat morning..flute practice 4 performance..

afternoon...went 4 LEO install..

evening...flute class..

night..pump sejarah norhx..xp

sunday pula..

whole afternoon performance practice again..

den evening, orchestra practice..

now..just finish revising bab 5 of sej..hahaz..xp

2mr exam dy a..gonna die dy..=.=..

exam's near lorhx...~

gonna b buzy tis few days..

sorry if the blog is going dead..~

will try 2 continue update narhx...^^

-xiao linn-

LEO JOINT installation...!!!~

well..Region 5 LEO installation supposed 2 start at 1.30..

but dono y..they started at 2.05..hahaz..

I only made 2 watch 3performances..~

2 singing, 1 dancing..

the dancing part was from julius n gang..

Seksyen 4 representatives..!! ^^

they're the coolest of all..kakaz..

S4 ROCK..!! xpxp

*oops..hope assuntarian didn't c tis..xpxp*

after a while...

I went bored with the..induction part..

speech again..so..i start taking lame pictures..xp

The Booklet..

Front page..xp

Back page..

-xiao linn-

24th July 09

well..

was really really tired 2day..

at least i manage 2 stay awake through the day..~

after school..

Leo meeting..

had fun during the fellowship part..xpxp

in the evening..

went out 4 dinner...

den..went IOI..

just reach home..(10.30pm)..

2mr going LEO Joint installation norhx..^^

gonna b buzy 2mr..~

~exhausted~

~good night~

-xiao linn-

~!!!~

Argh..~!!

Not even a reply..

really dun understand...!

I need the answer desperately..

Who can help me jek..?aihx..

Damn it!!

ARGH...!!!!!!!

mum STOLE my phone...****!!

WTH...~!!

she warned me not 2 charge my phone in my room..

if not, she'll rampas..

fine...! i listen..dint charge phone in my room..

tis morning..

i woke up late..

mum pissed off..

well..I don't know wat she did 2 my room after i left 4 skool..

but when i'm back from skool,

my phone isn't on my table dy..!!?

wat larhx..?!

promised my friend 2 msg her bout hw..!!

promised my tuition teacher 2confirm stuffs..!!!

she say take den take arhx..?

damn pissed off now..

really moody 2day....~~~!!!!!!!

-on fire-

To someone I care..

well..I know u're upset bout ur school transfer..

its hard 2 get use 2 it in such a short period of time..

but..at least try 2 accept it..?

give urself a chance 2 try..

u said u'll b worst there..

but mayb it'll benefit u in other way..

u just haven't realise..

its just ur 3rd day there..

come on..

I know u can do it..

have some confidence in urself..

prove it 2 ur parents tat u're not bad..

had u ever think bout..

wat's ur parents main concern on u..?

even I also accept the fact..tat i'm going 2 a GIRL's skool..!!

ur new skool is still considered normal..~=.=..

-[have faith in u]-

-[dun hurt ur parents dy]-

-cousin sis-

Eclipse..?

anyone saw it 2day..?

I didn't..xp

wee..~

pulled out my last tooth..xp

putting braces on..next week..^^

well..really confused..

izzit so hard 2 concentrate wit me in there..?

I guess i'm the one pulling u down..

I'm stepping out..

Wishing u all the best...!^.^

School 2day was exhausting..

just cant concentrate..

dreamland seemed 2b calling me every minute in class..xp

hestitating..

i wanna go LEO joint install..

but gonna sacrifice alot stuffs on tat day..T.T...

-xiao linn-

My Favourite Chocolate..~

TIRAMISU!!!

Tiramisu is actually an Italian term...

Which holds a meaning of..

Tira = Pick

Mi = Me

Su = Up

Pick Me Up = Bring me away..

It shows trust between couples..

Willing to sacrifice one self 4 another..

Well I've been in love with this chocolate 4 at least 5years..

and I just found its meaning..!! ^^

I'm here 2 share with all of u..~

-tira lover-^^

21st July '09

mua new specs..xpxp..

Right eye power : -800

Left eye power : -700

well..as a punishment for something..xp

gotta let sis choose 4 me..

look like nerd punya specs..?xp

hrm.. 2day's school...?

well..we participated in the moral drama thingy..

me aka the..dual personality girl...~ hahaz..

big bully in school..

a timid mice,after school..

rehearse 4 less den 1hour..den gonna go on stage dy..

hahaz..but, was kinda fun..

revathy, chill larhx..

ur slap didnt kena me..

it was just an effect..hahaz..

after skool,

having the..australian english test..

from..University New South Wales..

well..those questions was..kinda..different..?xp

it involves lots of interpreting on the passage given..

one word..challenging!! ^^

gonna rush bio hw now..

2mr..going dentist lorhx..

gonna pull out another one last tooth..

den can put on braces next week lu..^^

-xiao linn-

20th July '09

well..

2day was kinda buzy..

cracked my mind 4 2storylines..

for two different script 2 b written..

1st, english script..

our class wrote bout..

a chinese legend..-- "niu lang zhi nv"

2nd, moral script..

its about..a girl..

having 2different personalities..

one in school..(big bully)

one after school..(works few part time job

thx 2 tis academic week..

each subject came up wit all sorts of competitions..

if class didnt participate,

class gonna say bye 2 RM30 from class fund..

we gonna pay RM30..for moral..hahaz..

2mr..

i'm having tis..

dono wat australian english test..i guess..xp

so..gonna pray hard..^^

~getting my new specs 2mr..xp

-xiao linn-

Newbie in blogspot..!!

JIAN WEI's new blogspot..

click on his name..~ ^^

promoting for him..hahaz..

lets' motivate him 2 update more..xp

-xiao linn-

Another week..~

well..its sunday..~

as usual, orchestra..^^

flute part was sort of fun 2day..hehe..

those notes..whoa...

made my fingers all tangled up..

love it cuz..its' kinda challenging..^^

didnt make it 4 bkb 2day evening..

sorry..didnt mean 2 ffk..hahaz..xp..

parents went out..

i gotta jadi nanny 4 the night..~

now..?

just finish hw..

packed my bags..

wanted 2 wish everyone good night..~ hehe..

nitez...~!

-xiao linn-

New Moon...!!

new moon readers..

u guys should know wat happened at the beggining of the story..?

well..not long after i finish reading it..

i guess..i had the chance 2 taste wat Bella was having...

ppl commented..that, tis book is boring..

compared 2 twilight..

but i think..

it'll b my favourite book..

waiting 4 it 2 show on cinema...~ ^^

-20th of November '09-

-xiao linn-

I lost the Game

after keeping it in for 3days..

i gave up..

i cried..

i see u in almost everything..

too much memories i once had..

i doubt tat on u..

-a girl who don't even understand herself-

-emos-

Guys..? Humph..!

well...sorry...

i wasn't in the mood 2 talk..

please try 2 understand my feelings now..

just don't know why..

i dun think we can communicate like we used 2..

there's reason 4 me not picking up ur phone call..

mayb tat hurts u..

but, i just dun wanna start any arguement..

i guess..i'd gotta stop dreaming bout future..

n sadly..u gotta do tat too..

-xiao linn-

18th July 09

wee...~
went back s4..
visit my little wind band..^^
well..it was sort of a farewell 4 our beloved..form 5-ers..xp

"retire jor lorhx..xpxp
dun 4get 2 come back once in a while..
n take a look on our band ya...^^

- jian liang,
- yi qian,
- shu yi,
- si yun,
- shuk thing
LURB ALL OF YOU SO MUCH..
wont ever forget the memories we had 2gether..^^
*i guess tat's allof ur names..?tell me if i left u out..xp

they played flour..
which i missed tat part..*i was late..xp
played treasure hunt + water balloons..
well..i was actually dry..
but dono who a...~~
came n boom me.. HUH!!..xp

oh ya..!
BRYAN CHEE!!!
since when u grew so tall..?!T.T
n ya..u're welcomed 2 my hse..
for tat mini pool thing..hahaz..^.^

after game,
was practice time..
those few songs was fun..
but, flutists...still have lots 2 improve ya..>.<

n ya..thx hui wen..4 supporting me..hahaz..
we sort of force Mr. Yap let us play........
CANON IN D...!!!^^
omg..my dream...
at last..came true..
jian liang, r u happy wit tat..?^^

was really fun staying close wit u guyz..^^
made me feel like myself..
all the best to all of you..!!!
mwarhxx...~ go go go, seksyen 4..!!

-xiao linn-

17th July 09

2day's was sort of boring..~
bio lesson..we weren't well prepared 2 the experiment..
den..teacher cancelled the experiment..T.T..
next..accounts quiz..
omg..was surprise when teacher suddenly use our sivik lesson..
2 give us acc quiz..due 2 tat lame academic week..~
luck was on my side..~ ^^
tembak tembak..oso can score..xp *thank God* hahaz..

~~~...afternoon..~~~
well..mayb i was sort of over-observant..
mayb..i was just sensitive..
hope those things wont b staying in my mind 4 long..
makes me painful..
hope u didnt do anything sorry towards me..

its friday night..
went ioi with parents..
finally..i'm willing 2 change my specs..
I know i will miss wearing tis specs..
as it meant quite lot 4 me..

just because i insist not 2 change lenses..
2day..i just realise..my power..
increased more den 100..i was like..0.o..
one of my power is..more than 800..
feel like crying dy..
i'm gonna jadi orang buta dy..T.T..
biggest dream..~get myself a contact lens..
b4 i go for laser surgery..xp

hope i can sleep early tonight..~

..::+ lub Yiruma's song sooo much +::..

-xiao linn-

16th July 2009

whoa..1st time in history...
although didnt sleep well last night..
but, the whole journey in uncle's van..
on the way 2 school..
dint even close my eyes..hahaz..

i was observing the sceneries passing by..
well..its supposed 2 b colourful..
but..its dawn..no daylight..
things just seemed 2 b black n whites...
~will wait till daylight approach~..

well..maths quiz..?
hahaz..I cracked my brain..
mostly IQ questions..
got confidence or not..?
i'll just say..i tried my best..^^

my afternoon was 100% packed..
well..tat was wat i hoped for...
my mind was distracted..
but not 4 long..cuz..
it isnt NOW..>.<

anywayz..
I succeed 2 pass ONE day..
without tears falling..

*dun pray for colours fill my day..
*i'll b wishing u all the best in life too..~
*its just a matter of time..

-being tough^^-

10.38.29 PM

it was an ending...
n also a starting..

roads divided into two..
n so..lets take our journey..

-katherine-

I am ready

I always wanted 2 hear the voice of urs..
from the deepest part of ur heart..
but I guess..I never had that chance..

I'm still here..waiting..
waiting for my last chance to listen..
listen to ur feelings..

I'm ready to listen to the bottom of ur heart..
I'm ready to accept the worst happening..
I'm ready for any decicion of urs..

just speak out..
dont mind me..

i love you
-linn-

Nothing's gonna change my love for you

If I had to live my life without you near me
The days would all be empty
The nights would seem so long
With you I se forever, so clearly
I might have been in love before
But it never felt this strong.

Our dreams are young and we both know
They'll take us where we want to go
Hold me now, touch me now
I don't want to live without you.

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought know by now how much i love you
One thing you can be sure of
I'll never ask for more than your love

Nothing's gonna change my love for you
You ought to know by now how much I love you
The world might change my whole life through
but nothing's gonna change my love for you.

If the road ahead is not so easy
Our love will lead the way for us like a guiding star
I'll be there for you if you should need me
You don't have to change a thing
I love you just the way you are.

-heartache-

A new blog for a new day..

well..was damn sleepy tis morning..
due 2 wat i've done 2 myself last night..
my bio lesson was half dead 4 me..
I'm in class but my mind wasn't..
but I reminded myself of my own promises..
so well..I did well during the 2nd half..^.^

followed by add maths period..
teacher sort of announce tat..
I'm one of the 5students she picked..
4 2mr's mathematics' quiz..!!
she even call me 2 help her after the class..
so was quite a happy thing 4 me..^^

den, english period..
literature..boring..~~
went av room..surprisingly..
teacher ask me 2 help wit the com part.. xpxp
so ya..i did try 2 check it out..
but..cant help much..
-wrong format d, teacher..- hahaz..

after school, went 2 c dentist..
pull out satu lagi gigi..
another 2more weeks..gonna put braces...!! ^^

i'm gonna b tough, tough, tough..!!
so..i continued smile, smile, smile...!!^.^

*pray hard 4 maths' quiz 2mr..^^*

-katherine-

Transition~

forget bout the past..
move on with all i've got..
just wait n c...~

-katherine-

Check this out..!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ygQTPXB9En4

video posted by one of my friend..
give them some comments..
n they r also ready for criticism..
just..dun 4get 2give ur reasons...^^...

its in chinese...btw..xp

-xiao linn-

39th hour

well..guess things went back 2 normal..
normal as in real normal...~
hope things goes on well..~

-xiao linn-

1st 24 hours..

think i'd gotta start 2 get use 2 tis..
whole day..felt like dead body..
walking..loitering round my hse..zzz..
stare blankly in2 the air..
now i only noe how 2 emo..zzz

skipped orchestra..
went cycling when sun's up..
round 2pm..~

did some lame stuff..
went jogging in the afternoon..instead of evening..
ran downhill 2buy tau fu fa..
almost dead running back up..

well..conclusion..
i guess..i've lost my soul..
looking 4ward for 2mr..
mayb i'll try 2make myself more occupied..

-xiao linn-

I know its late night now...~

late late dy lorhx..
passing bedtime...~
but..my mind just dun wanna turn off...
stay up late...
trying 2 have fun..

let things distract me..
but..yarhx..
i know..i cant..

trying 2 smile..
but deep in myself..
i KNEW i cant..

I dont want put things complicated either...
its just...we need time..i guess...

Can we go through tis..?

-ordinary-

_Untitled_

If I didn't view ur blog..
Perhaps I wouldn't know about ur feelings..
Pressures..? Why don't u share with me..??
I just don't understand..
I just don't get it..

What am I here for..?
What do u take me as..?
Just a someone beside u..?
or mayb I m not even the one beside u... ...

I can't continue cheating myself..
Its' either I read ur mind too clearly..
Or, I totally don't know anything about u..

Don't tell me anymore don't know's'..
I just need an answer... ...

-miserable girl-

10th July

LEO INSTALLATION !!!

after 2days of rehearsal..
finally..2day's the day..
we,incoming leos..
r officially annonced as leos..!^^
i get mua name tag dy..!~
so excited + happy...hahaz...

we gonna lit up candles..
b4 we pledge..
lucky my candle was in good condition..^^
but the pledge was terrible..
it didnt turn out as wat we rehearse..zzz..
everyone went..@.@||..
memalukan larhx...~>.<~

den..next part was bout..
board members..
outgoings lit incoming board members' candles..
incomings will blow off the outgoing candles..
*blurr or not..?xp *
but..Serene sort of fail 2 blow off the candle..hahaz..xp

followed by all sorts of performances..~
instrumental, dancing n singing..~ ^^
finale song--no boundaries..
sang by us..all leos..^^..
which ends the whole ceremony..

had fun..?
well..I kinda expect something more..~
but..nvm..leos will continue improving...!~

May the leo sprit be with all of us..!
LEOS OF SMK ASSUNTA...
ROAR ROAR ROAR....!!!!

-xiao linn-

Seksyen 4...!!~

kakaz..
long time dint balik "kampung" dy..xpxp
2day..at last..
went back 2 seksyen 4..
lepak wit mua ji mui..
fennie n hui ying..
n of course..xiiang..xpxp

now..our gang..
add in one heusen teoh d...hahaz..
welcome in wey..xp
better treat my mui mui nicely a..
hahaz..

being in s4 was the best part of my life..
but now..
felt a little strange..
felt the distance..
i cant get the feeling i used 2 hav..
its just hurting me..whenever i think bout it..

even my dear orchestra..
dun feel as cosy as the ones in my memory..
i dont know wat changed everything..
is it me..imagining stuffs..
or..i'm just being 2 sensitive..?

i've got 2 move on..
and so r they..
guess..time really do change things..
i've gotta 4get bout the past..
n try my best to except tis reality...

-xiao linn-

29th June~3rd July

Monday:
Meet our new practical teacher..~
she's teaching us english..
graduated from Sydney, Aus..
look pro..dono bout her temper lu..~ xp


Tues:
supposed 2 have dental appointment de..
but..sudden cancel..
make me gotta wait 4 mummy..=.=..
follow mummy go here n there..
tiring day..


Wed:
Dentist..!! xp
took x-ray,
mold of my gigi..~
den den..dono kena put wat rubber in2 my mouth..
between my back teeth...
(to create space b4 putting on braces)..xp


Thurs:
jadi org tua..cant really eat properly d..
gigi no strength + pain..hahaz..
parents went s'pore 4 business stuff..
i "CONQUER" da hse..xpxp
cooked, clean,take care of siblings..
whoa..really tiring..
but fun,without parents..! xp

Fri:
nothing much 2day..hahaz..
cuz,parents r back..
gotta continue kena nag..=.=..

-xiao linn-

突然好想你 - 五月天

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终于让自己属于我自己
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

#突然好想你
你会在那里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛#

我们像一首美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什么你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那么甜 那么美
那么相信
那么疯 那么热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

#突然好想你
你会在那里
过得快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛#

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却突然
听到你的消息

-五月天-

-xiaolinn-