kiss goodbye~

i've loads of things 2 share throughout my weekend..

especially orchestra..^^

but..time's lacking..

i've lots of stuffs 2 rush..

sowie..

blog gonna turn dead for few days..

i mean..a few weeks..xp

i'll b back when there r hols..^^

buaixx guyz...

gonna mizz ya..^^

mwarhxx..~

-xiao linn-

YUBER = awesome

there's tis yuber talk..

held in Ace adventure..

although the fees was sort of $$$..

but,it was seriously cool...

all of us really had fun..

i've got a bunch of new friends now..^^

da banner..~

took pic of it during break time..xp

not forgetting 2 cam-whore..xp

kit-kat!!~^^

had a hard time opening it..=.=..

been a long long time since i last ate one..xp

black hole=ladies..

awesome...! =.=..
inside the "black-hole"..hahaz..

POWER UP!

"when Chance is constant,Learning is the ultimate skill"

hahaz...our bin..

full of kit-kats' n justea..xp

oh! there's a banana skin there too..xp
b4 leaving..

gonna miss u guyz..

keep in touch..! xp

-xiao linn-

L-O-V-E

"Love is the true means by which the world is enjoyed:

Our love to others and others' love to us"

~Thomas Traherma~

24th Sept 09

mummy hugging doggie..^^

cute-nya..^^

well..we were on our way 2 bkt jalil..!!

kakaz..going 4 a swim..!! ^^

its like..at least 7months dint masuk pool..><..

at last can go underwater..hehe..

well..cam-whore-ed quite much wit sis..*dgn swim suit..

tak boleh didedahkan...ahem..hahaz..

swam for 4hours+..

syok dao..!!~ xp

gonna share something really random now..xp

found a pic..of me..n "my guy" dating..hahaz..

tat was captured on year 1995..means,2yrs old? xp

guess who's tat guy..?hahaz..xp

yarhx..

tau i look fat..><..

but chubby n cute rite..?xp

-xiao linn-

boring~

getting bored each day..

lame nia wey..

nothing much happened..

stucked in my room whole day..

wat fun can i expect?studies?

macam no improvement nia..

need motivation now..~

kinda low semangat jor..=.=..

neway celebration wit buddhist friends..

should i go..

or shouldn't i go..?..>.<..

-xiao linn-

Friendship

The loss of a friend is like that of a limb.

Time may heal the anguish of the wound,

but the loss cannot be repaired.

~Robert Scouthey~

oops..wrong subject..xp

woo-hoo...

gao tim indices n logarithm d...!! ^^

*i was supposed 2 b studying physics..

but ya..add maths more attractive..xp

continue gambatte norhx..^^

hw, revision, tuition...

reading "Eclipse" too..

fuyoh..multi-tasking..hahaz..

gonna finish all those..

b4 school reopen..!!

may God bless me..

amen..hahaz..xp

-xiao linn-

home-not-alone

had my whole afternoon alone at home...
tried 2stay focus on books..
only books...!!~ but ya..i failed..xp

had a peep on TV..hahaz..
went n ply the piano..~
n well..the best part..i sneeked out!~

it was really a wonderful evening..^^
went jogging in wawasan field..^^
enjoyed the sunset by the hill of puteri 12..^^

was really a long time ago since i last did tis..xp
feels free 2 b out..n safe with u..
but i just felt like any other ordinary girl out there..

yup..cinderella had 2 face reality..
after the stroke of 12midnight..
n so do i..

i know u would leave..
therefore, i'll just..
keep it as my best dream i'd ever had..

thx 4 lighting up my day..^^



-xiao linn-

Time flies

well..

i randomly tried viewing back posts..

during those "peak" days of us..

i can actually c changes in us..

perhaps I should realise earlier..

i know my weakness jor..

sorry if i dint leave u good memories..

sorry if i made u angry..or even moody..

i didn't act my part nicely..

ur choice was rite..

i m just a mistake..

i'll b a better person..

wait n c...!! ^^

-xiao linn-

Ouch~!!

1 sprained wrist..

1 deep cut in my finger..

2 aching hands..

2 aching legs..

3 ulsers in mua mouth~xp

sob sob sob...~!! T.T..

-xiao linn-

Golfie~~

we start our game on 7.15am..^^

not much ppl yet..

so..i can hav my own sweet time..

"knocking" the golf balls wit..my.."golf STICK"..

hahaz..

1st tee off...^^

cute cute daddy..kakaz..

he's actually investigating..

wats the distance btween his place n the..BLUE flag..xp

"hrm..how 2 ply jek..?", asked daddy..xp

the ball must "FLY" across the river lerhx..

saw the big big river?xp

let daddy go think himself narhx..

i syok syok drving..xp

after 2 hours game..

balik rumah lu..~

but once saw our car..

OMG..!!! 0.0...

tayar pancit..~ T.T...

walao...

who so free go put nails on the road..=.=||..

abang tolong..~ kakaz..xp

i enjoyed my day..^^

-xiao linn-

good night..

dear bloggie,

2day no mood update blog..

really exhausted now..

wanna go oin oin d..><..

c ya 2mr...~

chaoz...~ ^^

-xiao linn-

Its' holiday...^^

happy holidays..~!! xp

good luck in studies..>.<..

-xiao linn-

moody again~

aihx..

argued wit mum again..

damn moody nia..

i just don't understand..

izzit really my mistake?

or she's been acting weird lately..?

even dad.......~

argh...!!

damn hurt~!!

*i gotta chill...

*i need help...

-xiao linn-

FISH!!! ><

do u guyz rare fish..?

hav u ever change the water in the aquarium..?

well..NORMALLY ppl use nets 2 catch the fishes rite..?

hahaz..

i'm here..

having my hard time..

pursuiting myself 2 catch the fish wit my..

BARE HANDS!!!!...><...

my hse punya net...lost dy...

I STARED at the fish 4 more den 15mins...

n yet...i still dun dare 2 put my hand into the aquarium..

hahaz..dumb dumb me..

the fish is still in its dirty "home"...

anyone can help motivate me..?hahaz..><" ><"..

-fishyphobia-

Decicion

its 14th 2day...

its 15th 2mr....

it'll b an end..

n also a start.

u wanted 2 break my heart..

n unfortunately, u ruin our friendship too...

i was really childish..!

nvr expect such.......~

n yup..

i've been thinking bout it 4the whole while..

u don't worth it..

u made my hope into hatred..

think all ur... had the same feeling

no wonder...~!!!..

i tot i could b someone else..!!

ish....!!~

we went through so much..

n yet..we're back 2 ZERO!!

-devilism-

13th sept.

gonna make 2day's blog as short as possible..

afternoon,

2day's orchestra practice..??

well..was sort of feeling left out..

among flute section,i'm the only teenager~..

so wat? i can play..u can play..

why having tat look in their eyes..?

ish...!!~~

the whole orchestra,wasnt really in tune..

they pun can start the practice..

OMG..how 2 improve our orchestra jek?=.=..

u ply urs, i ply mine..

sounded really eerie man..~!! zzz...

lets' hav higher expectation, can't we..?

once after orchestra..

went out 4 dinner with big big gang of relatives..

sort of a surprise dinner 4 mum..xp

i ate really fast..xp..big nice appetite..^^

blarr blarr blarr..

time 2 go home..

den..

at home pula...~

gav mummy sort of a surprise bday cake..?

n..forced daddy gib mummy a big big kiss..^^

daddy pun addicted dah..

kissed a few times tim..xpxp

tat's all 4 2day..

pics WILL b uploaded sometime later..xp

nitez guyz..^^

-xiao linn-

IISHH..!!!~~

start thinking of u..?

*shakes my head*

nope..i'm not supposed 2 do tat..

promised myself..

gonna restrict myself..

gonna control myself..

since u seemed like..

u dun mind me even A LITTLE TINY BIT~

y should I..?

but unfortunately...

i'm just a girl..

how tough I can be..?

-xiao linn-

后来 - 刘若英

后来,
我总算学会了如何去爱.
可惜你早已远去,
消失在人海.

后来,
终于在眼泪中明白,
有些人一旦错过就不再.

槴子花,白花瓣,
落在我蓝色百褶裙上.
"爱你1你轻声说.

我低下头闻见一阵芬芳.
那个永恒的夜晚,
十七岁仲夏,
你吻我的那个夜晚,
让我往后的时光,
每当有感叹,
总想起当天的星光.

那时候的爱情,
为什么就能那样简单.
而又是为什么人年少时,
一定要让深爱的人受伤.

在这相似的深夜里,
你是否一样,
也在静静追悔感伤.
如果当时我们能不那么倔强,
现在也不那么遗憾.

你都如何回忆我,
带著笑或是很沉默.
这些年来有没有人能让你不寂寞.

后来,
我总算学会了如何去爱.
可惜你早已远去,
消失在人海.

后来,
终于在眼泪中明白,
有些人一旦错过就不再.

... ... ...

永远不会再重来,
有一个男孩爱著那个女孩

just reach home...

was outside for almost the whole day..

zzz..should i say..

a fully occupied weekend..?xp

well..

just a short brief thingy bout my day~

morning, went Chung Hwa independent high school..xp

for the...YUBER talk thingy..=.=...

actually..went there..

2 pui cousin bro narhx..hehe..

his mum really hope he'll listen..

hope the talk will change his thoughts..

but..think I failed my mission..

n so does the speaker..xp

night pula..

went ppl's bday pt...

well..really boring de narhx...

not my close friend..

go pui mum n sis nia..=.=..

so well..2day..

nothing much 2 share..

just...counting down..

another 3more days...~~~

-xiao linn-

KMBS performance^^

me-karuna..

b4 performing..i guess..xp

forget when we took the pic dy..hahaz..

our seating..xp

i like the 0007..

seems cool..^^

unfortunately..i get 0006..><..

"wai hong, smile~!"

..-kazak!-..

random..xpguess was captured by the 2guyz below..

cuz i don't even know tis pic exist..=.=..

again...his fav. facial expression..

jian wei, macam u larhx..xp

perasan guyz..=.=...

yik ven-vincent

learning 2 cam-whore..hahaz..

our cute gang..

consist of..

cute girls..

n chubby cute boys..hahaz..

few more.."sensored pics"..

not going 2 b uploaded here..xp

kakaz..gonna keep it mysterious..xp

on our way home..

met tis..so called incident..

which caused traffic jam 4 more den 2 KM..hahaz..

n "fortunately" daddy's car is just near 2 the whole thing..

k..the story is...

the setting is actually by a junction on a overhead bridge..><..

da long long brown trailer on the right..

think mati enjin jor..xp

den everyone stuck there..=.=..

so ngam,there's tis cement "truck" "lining-up"

den the cement thingy..

kena police call 2 help..

pull da trailer down the bridge..

omg..damn exciting..xp..

takut no brake a..

den...toooot lu..xp

after 25minutes...~~~

okies..

lets go home..^^

tiring + interesting + happy=2day's performance..^^

so..nitez guyz...^^

-xiao linn-

10th Sept.

Having BIO lesson tomorrow...><..

Staying back tomorrow..

Performing tomorrow..

Skipping tuition tomorrow..

aihx..

gonna be extremely tired..

reaching home round 11+..

not going 2 b home 4 the whole day..

think gonna camwhore 2mr..xpxp

wish me luck..^^

-xiao linn-

IT IS 09.09.09!!!

TIME IS TICKING..

NOT WILLING TO SAY GOODBYE..

GONNA COUNTDOWN TILL 12am..

Friends?

well..

last night..

I had some conflicts..

with a new friend I just know..

don't think I gonna share wat really happened last night..

lets keep the topic enclosed..

but the incident last night..

really made me panic..

in that short period of time..

I was really surprised..

den..my mind went blank..

I din't know what to react..or even HOW to react..

coincidently..

there's this.."FRIEND"..

baru reply my lame msg..xp

luckily he was in time to wake me up.

well,I was rather guilty..

I think..I bothered him..><..

but..after reading his last reply..

i cried...

----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

his reply kinda remind me bout lots of stuffs..

stuffs that I almost forgot..

I realised..

my friends r lacking..

or its' me..whom built a wall between?

I used to share my feelings..

and also secrets with friends..

giving advises..n accepting advises..

having fun with them..

share the same interests..

do what WE want to do..

but for now..?

I don't think I'm having that sort of life..

my days r just filled with..

computer..

my hp....

n..nothing else..

school USED to be a PLACE for me..

but,school seems to be just a school for me now..

no more fun I used to have..

entering competitions..

staying back with friends..

playing bkb..etc.etc...

I used to be a cheerful girl..

but since when i turn so emo..?

since when I start keeping things inside..?

I closed myself up with a mind..

only u n me..

I missed appreciating others around me..

I MUST try letting things go..

really hav 2 leave things behind..

things which will never be mine anymore..

start back up..be myself..

I need my friends back..

thx,wei yine...^^

--Friends can never be bothering if they need help--

-xiao linn-

A Day In School

Form 4..

kerja amal 4..

we gonna take some..

lame pics..xp

n..here r some of them..^^

sedikit effect...

to make our newspapers look high..xpp

all..macam ya aja..xp..

newspapers heavy mou a?xp

i say they all fake..xp

yuit ying pula fight back..

ok..now our turn 2 fake fake oso..xp..

recycle spot..><..

angle tak cantik..xp

our school canteen..kakaz..

yarhx..sikit lame larhx..

i boring marhx.xpbalik class..continue..~xp

me-jia min-vivi-sook sian..^^

our class punya..

Restaurant City Spot..xp

on our softboard..hahaz..

close-up..^^

our e-mail add..

and the ingredients wanted..xp
cute class right..?

yarhx..i tau..hahaz..xp

-xiao linn-

mua new stuff..xp

well..surprisingly..

out of nowhere..

mum suddenly came into my room..

n say..

"girl,saw u behaving better..so..here's ur present"..

hahaz..yeah..kinda =.=..

i was sort of..0.0..

anyways, thx mum..! ^^

love it..^^

my new purse?xp

and.....~~~

my former one..~><

should I leave it behind..?

as it meant alot 2me..

well..its left for me 2 decide..

-xiao linn-

my darurat..hahaz

linn stopped playing Restaurant City.

linn stopped loitering in msn..=.=..

linn stopped having fake hopes..

linn will be back..

when she gain her confidence back..

think, tat'll b after exam..

-xiao linn-

my night last night..^^

let pictures do the talking..^^

the ticket..~xp

the stage..

and.....~~~

us..!xp..

me-peakky

andrew-jian wei-peakky

me-jian wei-peakky..

lame barhx..?xp

our supper..^^

candid-ed jian wei..hahaz..xp

mine n peakky's..xpxp

disgusting barhx..?

yarhx..i know..~xp

the "concert" wasn't really fun narhx...

whole hall..mostly parents..

tak ada orang teman us syok..=.=..

quite lame de nia..xp

but den..

can go out,distress sekejap..

oso fun de...^^

reached home round 12++ am..=.=.

-xiao linn-

chinese tuition

say jor larhx..

if teacher call me write essay,

I'll be dead..

so..choose 2 cam-whore sekejap..

den only start essay writing..xp

me-hui ying..

kakaz..

pai se larhx..

whole class buzy doing essay..

we pula "ka-zak"..xp

after chit-chatting..

plying wit jw n gang..

watched some video clips from either jian wei or zhen yu's phone..

blarr blarr blarr..

kena teacher call few times d..xp

but den...

surprisingly..

we still manage 2 finish da essay b4 the other...

NERDS do..xpxp

wonder wat'll our marks be..hahaz..

taa-daa..

after few...

"minutes" of HARD WORK..xpxp

-xiao linn-