1st 24 hours..

think i'd gotta start 2 get use 2 tis..
whole day..felt like dead body..
walking..loitering round my hse..zzz..
stare blankly in2 the air..
now i only noe how 2 emo..zzz

skipped orchestra..
went cycling when sun's up..
round 2pm..~

did some lame stuff..
went jogging in the afternoon..instead of evening..
ran downhill 2buy tau fu fa..
almost dead running back up..

well..conclusion..
i guess..i've lost my soul..
looking 4ward for 2mr..
mayb i'll try 2make myself more occupied..

-xiao linn-

I know its late night now...~

late late dy lorhx..
passing bedtime...~
but..my mind just dun wanna turn off...
stay up late...
trying 2 have fun..

let things distract me..
but..yarhx..
i know..i cant..

trying 2 smile..
but deep in myself..
i KNEW i cant..

I dont want put things complicated either...
its just...we need time..i guess...

Can we go through tis..?

-ordinary-

_Untitled_

If I didn't view ur blog..
Perhaps I wouldn't know about ur feelings..
Pressures..? Why don't u share with me..??
I just don't understand..
I just don't get it..

What am I here for..?
What do u take me as..?
Just a someone beside u..?
or mayb I m not even the one beside u... ...

I can't continue cheating myself..
Its' either I read ur mind too clearly..
Or, I totally don't know anything about u..

Don't tell me anymore don't know's'..
I just need an answer... ...

-miserable girl-

10th July

LEO INSTALLATION !!!

after 2days of rehearsal..
finally..2day's the day..
we,incoming leos..
r officially annonced as leos..!^^
i get mua name tag dy..!~
so excited + happy...hahaz...

we gonna lit up candles..
b4 we pledge..
lucky my candle was in good condition..^^
but the pledge was terrible..
it didnt turn out as wat we rehearse..zzz..
everyone went..@.@||..
memalukan larhx...~>.<~

den..next part was bout..
board members..
outgoings lit incoming board members' candles..
incomings will blow off the outgoing candles..
*blurr or not..?xp *
but..Serene sort of fail 2 blow off the candle..hahaz..xp

followed by all sorts of performances..~
instrumental, dancing n singing..~ ^^
finale song--no boundaries..
sang by us..all leos..^^..
which ends the whole ceremony..

had fun..?
well..I kinda expect something more..~
but..nvm..leos will continue improving...!~

May the leo sprit be with all of us..!
LEOS OF SMK ASSUNTA...
ROAR ROAR ROAR....!!!!

-xiao linn-

Seksyen 4...!!~

kakaz..
long time dint balik "kampung" dy..xpxp
2day..at last..
went back 2 seksyen 4..
lepak wit mua ji mui..
fennie n hui ying..
n of course..xiiang..xpxp

now..our gang..
add in one heusen teoh d...hahaz..
welcome in wey..xp
better treat my mui mui nicely a..
hahaz..

being in s4 was the best part of my life..
but now..
felt a little strange..
felt the distance..
i cant get the feeling i used 2 hav..
its just hurting me..whenever i think bout it..

even my dear orchestra..
dun feel as cosy as the ones in my memory..
i dont know wat changed everything..
is it me..imagining stuffs..
or..i'm just being 2 sensitive..?

i've got 2 move on..
and so r they..
guess..time really do change things..
i've gotta 4get bout the past..
n try my best to except tis reality...

-xiao linn-

29th June~3rd July

Monday:
Meet our new practical teacher..~
she's teaching us english..
graduated from Sydney, Aus..
look pro..dono bout her temper lu..~ xp


Tues:
supposed 2 have dental appointment de..
but..sudden cancel..
make me gotta wait 4 mummy..=.=..
follow mummy go here n there..
tiring day..


Wed:
Dentist..!! xp
took x-ray,
mold of my gigi..~
den den..dono kena put wat rubber in2 my mouth..
between my back teeth...
(to create space b4 putting on braces)..xp


Thurs:
jadi org tua..cant really eat properly d..
gigi no strength + pain..hahaz..
parents went s'pore 4 business stuff..
i "CONQUER" da hse..xpxp
cooked, clean,take care of siblings..
whoa..really tiring..
but fun,without parents..! xp

Fri:
nothing much 2day..hahaz..
cuz,parents r back..
gotta continue kena nag..=.=..

-xiao linn-